Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. So, today I turned 15 and honestly I have no idea how the time has gone so fast. To celebrate my Birthday I'm going to blog 15 things I learnt at 15.
1) Keep Going and Growing
So many times this year I almost felt like giving up but I remember all the decisions I chose effect who I'm going to be and I don't want to give up but instead to gon on even if its hard because everything that is hard to achieve is worth it.
2) You may be thinner than me, but not prettier
How many times this year I was told being skinny is beautiful is almost ridiculous but I'm not skinny shamming because I know how hard my friend works to be her size and I applaud that. However, that doesn't mean you should jump to the conclusion that all I do is eat junk food and watch tv all day. I get it, I'm not a skinny girl but that doesn't make me any lesser than people and I actually take good care of myself thank you very much.
3) You may not agree with someone but you have to respect them
Of course, when someone says something racist, homophobic and sexist you can't help but roll your eyes. However, no matter how much you don't agree with their opinions you have to respect their opinions or you're just as bad as them.
4) Know when to say something and when to be quiet
Honestly, there is nothing worse than a know-it-all because it's just annoying.
5) Let your success speak for itself
Seriously, I would be happy for you but if you tell me 24/7 I'm going to stop caring because being a show-off is not a good thing at all. So please just let your success speak for itself.
6) People with dreams become people with visions
Some will tell you all your life that you can't do it but if you willing to work extremely hard you can achieve it and most importantly don't stop telling. If you don't do someone thing 100% you won't get it but if you do you have a chance.
7) Hustle, hustle, hustle
There is no point doing something if you won't hustle, work hard and be kind. If you want something get it no-one else can.
8) Walk the walk
Be who you wanna be. In 10 years where do you want to be and who do you want to be.
9) Don't let your child self down
School sometimes crushes dreams but your child self wouldn't care what others think or let someone get in there way. Your child-self had a dream don't leave them disappointed.
10) Everyone Hurts
No matter how much someone is putting something on, people do hurt and choose your words carefully. You never know how your words will hurt someone.
11) No matter how you feel wake up, work hard and hustle
Even on the days, you feel ill, you still need to try your hardest and do everything you can because all these days add up to make a success.
12) Study whilst they party, work whilst they sleep
You may not see it now but you'll see it in five years
13) You can't work in life if you're losing in your mind
You need to believe in yourself or no-one else will and you will lose because if you can picture it you can achieve it.
14) There are some things you need you can't learn
-Class
-Respect
-Work Ethic
-Passion
-Attitude
15) Sometimes it's not how good you are but how bad you want it
If you have talent that's great but if you can't be bothered it means nothing.
Well, that's all but if you have any other lessons or questions let me know in the comments or email me at skyeinaxox@gmail.com
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Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Honestly, you may not believe me when I say I’m literally the clumsiest person in Brighton. I’m sorry but no normal person goes to the train station and whilst their walking suddenly bang into a big blue box and get a bruise on their head. Besides from that fact I think I’ve made it very clear on this blog that I’m a bit insane- no actually maybe a bit more than that- but its fun to be insane.
So, there’s this corner in Brighton next to Tesco and Carrlocous in the Jubilee Library area when it slopes and curves and its a big PROBLEM for people like me. Like let’s be real I always slip and you can guarantee in the winter I will do a whole stage performance of falling and gymnastics; they should cast me for the next James Bond film.
Okay so this next one I’m not completely sure how the hell I did it but it's me- that’s my explanation for everything. So, I was just casually walking outside my hotel and small batch (in the same area, it must be just my own hazard zone) and well, to say the least, they have these big stone white pillar things and you can probably guess what happened. I literally had to the biggest bump on my forehead and I believe it's the main reason my forehead is so damn big now.
Well, thats only a couple of my clumsy incidents, I may do more but if you have any please let me know in the comments or email me at skyeinaxox@gmail.com I really want to feel as I not the only stupidly clumsy person in the world.
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Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. So, today I'm discussing my top Halloween movies (these do not include horror) because I literally have nothing else to do at Halloween than watch movies as I'm just too anti-social to actually socialise or make plans on Halloween.
The one and only classic Halloween film you must watch is Hocus Pocus because its truly amazing and obviously my favourite character is the cat. If you haven't watched it I feel deeply offended but I'll explain it. So, the basics: there is a tale of the three witches that were once banished and the house is haunted and if you light the candle they will come back. As you may expect, a stupid teenager thought it would be a great idea to light it (absolute idiot) and they get chased by them (once again a round of applause for that idiot) and they need to put them back.
Another classic series you need to watch is Halloween Town as its just the best. Like just watch it, just please watch it. Long story short: there is a family of witches but the children don't know (shocker right) but their grandma comes to town and they take a trip to the weird and wonderful place of Halloween Town but something is off.
If you have any other film recommendations let me know in the comments or email me at skyeinaxox@gmail.com
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Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. So, something strange happened to me the other day. I’m not talking about seeing a mermaid or actually finding someone I liked, god no. Someone actually apologised for what they did to me and honestly, I was shocked but still don't know whether to believe her or not. (Let's call her Sasha Fierce).
Lately, me and Sasha Fierce have been getting along and it's nice because we used to be old friends until something happened. When our friendship ended the first time, it was my fault, there’s no doubt about it but I did have my reasons. Now, it does look as she's changed but it could be an act. Can people change? I don’t really know, I guess I kinda hope she has. However, I don't want to be close friends again or anything more, I just don't want it rocky between us.
I'm not saying there's an excuse for what she did. The basics are she kinda got someone to bully me and bullied me too. Plus, she stabbed me in the back so many times- no literally once with a sewing needle!?
Of course, knowing this I’m not letting my guard down, but can I forgive and forget? Its been years but it majorly affected me.
Is there are any situations that you don’t know whether to forgive and forget?
Of course, knowing this I’m not letting my guard down, but can I forgive and forget? Its been years but it majorly affected me.
Is there are any situations that you don’t know whether to forgive and forget?
SKYEINA LOGGING OFF XOX.
Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve. I liked someone but I knew I shouldn't because he wasn't good for me and at the time I thought him made me happy, however, I was giving him too many chances and instead I was getting myself hurt over and over. It wasn't good for me; no matter how much I liked him I knew I had to forget my feelings and remember what I actually deserve. Most of all, I hate that I don't hate you, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Before I die...
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| Beat Cancer |
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| Just Be Happy |
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| Feel Safe In The UK |
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| Feel Like I've Lived |
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| Survive |
Before I die-
- I want to overcome my anxiety or be able to cope with it and not let it take control of my life.
- To actually feel happy for more than just a day and not have depression.
- To feel like I have a purpose, I act like I know what I doing 24/7 but really I don't have clue with what I want or who I am.
- To watch my baby brother grow up and for him to be happy even if I'm not I want him to always be happy.
- Lastly, I want to see my friends grow old with their families for my best friend (I) to have beautiful children that I, of course, look after from time to time, my other best friend (C) to not let her past define her and my long term best friend (Z) to do whatever he wants as long as I'm invited to his future wedding and he is happy.
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
You Don't Miss The People; You Miss The MemoriesHellooo!!! The Internet, in January I wrote about losing people and today I'm writing about the memories. Of course, as you make relationships (good or bad) memories follow and yes it is difficult to deal with those but I could have done all of that with a different person and I also need to take in the bad memories. I know many people believe in regret but I don't because everything I have done good and bad has made me and is still making me into the person I am today. I know I have done bad things but my past, future and present are all me equally.
Do you regret anything???
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
Some People Are Just Idiots-
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. So the truth is no matter what some people are just idiots and will never change but they will live a very sad life. Some think its 'Cool', others think its 'Okay' (yeah sure it's alright to be a horrible person, NO IT'S NOT) The type of Idiots I talking about are the ones who obviously don't think before they act. As someone who has had to deal with idiots her whole life you start getting bored of them and completely try and sperate yourself from them because I hate being around people like that. Annoyingly, there is this place called Hell, or other people call it 'School', which makes it hard to sperate yourself but if you want something bad enough it is possible.
How many idiots do you know???
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
Meet Charlie
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Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Today, I'm reviewing Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life. Gilmore Girls is one of my favourite TV Shows but it finished 10 years ago, however, didn't really finish in our hearts. Gilmore Girls became available on Netflix a few months ago and a few weeks they released a Netflix Original of Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life and it shows them in 10 years time. Heartbreaking, warm and of course funny. MY GOD if they don't do another one me and many others will be madly disappointed.
That's all but if you would like me to review anything else let me know in the comments and if you've already watched it would do you think of the ending???
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
Festive Drinks
Gingerbread Latte- I adore gingerbread and mix with latte equals one of my favs. The gingerness hugs you and the coffee warms you from the crisp outside.
Spiced Orange Latte- Mine goodness the latte has a hint of orange and goes great with their chocolate orange filled muffin.
Spiced Orange Hot Chocolate- These two flavors combine to make an amazing taste and perfect for those chocolate lovers. Plus on the side have their gingerbread filled muffin its gorgeous.
Salted Caramel Latte- Normally I'm not Caramel fan but my friend had it first and I try it. One word: I was amazed and I had to get it the next day. The caramel comments the latte.
If you have anything you want me to blog about let me now in the comments.
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
Gift Idea N.1
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Today, I'm going to show you my first Christmas gift idea.
This gift you can change to your situations.
What you need-
- Glue
- The Notebook
- Some Pictures
- Not Much Creativity
Choose some photos which are personal to you and the other person. Select only a few because they still need space to write.
Next glue in the photos through out the notebook and there you have a personal and still useful notebook .
If you have any more suggestions leave a comment.
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
14 Things I Have Learnt At 14
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Today, I’m blogging about the many, many things I have learned at 14. Most of the things I have learned are cringe but are true, so let’s go to it.
1. Say Yes but don’t be afraid to say no
2. Have fun, alone and with others
3. Smile
4. Don’t make life complex- Miss someone: call, Wanna see someone: invite, wanna be understood: explain, have a question: ask, don’t like something: say it, like something: state it, want something: ask for it, love something: tell it. We have one life, keep it simple.
5. Be yourself
6. Make friend and be nice
7. Work hard but have lazy days too
8. Be both selfish and selfless
9. Let things go and forgive
10. Don’t judge people
11. If you wear heels bring spare shoes or lots of bad aids
12. Stick to your decisions
13. Be around people whom you care about and who cares about you
14. Follow your dreams
The Winter Breeze
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
The Rendezvous Cafe
Food For Friends
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Today, I'm blogging about my recent trip to a vegetarian and vegan restaurant in Brighton called Food for Friends. I have been there many times because its amazing; however, it is somewhat pricey. Depending on what you find expensive.
The drink I had was most beautiful, lovely and amazing taste; the drink was Devon Raspberry Crush. If you love raspberries than i highly recommended this.
To share for starter, we had the Bread Basket and MY GOD it is delicious. The bread was so tasty ; bear in mind I don't normally like bread. However, I am a huge fan of dips which i like anyway but they are unbelievable.
For my own starter, I had tofu, rice and mushrooms. Based on what ingredients I said, it may sound boring but its far from it. Its rich in stunning favour.
I just had to have desert; their desert are wonderful. So, the desert I had with mango vegan ice cream and these coconut ball things covered in sugar. Underneath the ice cream there was strawberries which adds to the unique favour.
So, its the end of the blog post; i hoped you enjoyed it. Also, do you want me to do more food review???
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
The Rain
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here.
As many of you would know I live in Britain. Britain is known for three things: weather, tea, and football. Let’s just say the weather isn’t terrible but it isn’t great either. So the number one tip if you go to Britain, is bring an umbrella-ella, rain coat, and boots.
Is it just me but the rain makes me think??? I don’t know exactly why. I maybe just a pathetic fallacy writer. When I mean think, I do mean think. Hard, tough and rough times just seem to come back all at once, therefore making me extremely emotional. Then memories sneak out my eyes and roll down my cheeks till there’s so many I drown in my own sorrow and break because I’m only human.
Sorry to leave on an ugly, bitter and sour note but sadly it’s the just the learning writer in me.
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA
XOX.
That Girl 2
Like what?! It's not right for a small young girl to wear makeup. So, that's it for today. Do you have any stories you want to share???
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
The City At Night
That Girl
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Today, I’m blogging about my 1-minute thoughts that went through my head when I saw a girl.
Sometimes I go to a place called Smith and Western, I don’t particularly like it but my brother does. Therefore I was there when I walked past a girl, this was an ordinary girl however she looked like me when I was her age. I started to panic because I didn’t want her to end up like me aka screwed up.
However, once I saw how she acted, I released, of course, she wasn’t like me.
She might look like me but she acted like the types of people that got me when I am. I wanted to bawl my eyes out not because she wasn’t me but how the people she hurts would end up like me.
Every forty seconds someone commits suicide.
1 in 4 people will go through mental health.
What the hell is wrong with bullies???
Why??? Stop it before it’s too late.
I know this blog wasn’t the cheeriest post but it’s important and I might do a post on bullying soon.
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
Thorpe Park
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Today, I’m blogging about my two trips to Thorpe Park. As there are many rides I’m going write about it.
Swarm Island
The Swarm (min 1.4, max 196m) - This ride is my favourite, every time I go to Thorpe Park I always go on the Swarm. I love the atmosphere of the Swarm was the news to the emergency vehicles. The ride much like the vampire in Chessington. However, if you’re scared of highs and going upside down I do not recommend this.
Amity Beach
Stealth (min 1.4) - This ride is one of the most famous of Thorpe park as it’s the fastest in Thorpe park and is one of the best. To be honest, it is amazing and it is a once in a lifetime experience but if you don’t like heights I do not recommend this.
Tidal Wave (min 1.2) - This is another favourite for the soul reason how much fun it is but warning you get soaked. I’ve been on it 4 times and it’s a water ride. Afterward, many times I and my friends would stand in front of the bridge to get even more soaked. Once my friend C tricked us (expect me and my friend I) into standing there, M got soaked.
Flying Fish (min 0.9) – This ride I’m embarrassed to say I’ve been on 3 times. The main reason was we were with our school and we didn’t have much time so, me, I, M and Yay went on. Mostly to annoy M and it worked, also we needed to find out information we thought M would have.
Storm Surge (min 1.1m) – This ride is a water ride and not the best. It’s quite boring but great for the kids.
Depth Charge (min 0.9) – This was a good ride and is fun. Me, I, C, M and L raced down and I say only to go on it if you are running out of time because there are many rides like it.
Lost City
Colossus (min 1.4) – This is one of the big five and has many loops, so if you get dizzy I do not recommend this for you. When in the line you can choose to go into the front line and trust me it’s worth it.
Vortex (min 1.4) – This is a great ride and makes you float. However, if you’re afraid of heights I do not recommend this for you.
Zodiac (min 0.9, max 1.4) – I really do not like this and many of my friends do not like this either. You may like this if you like feeling like you’re going to crash your head and die.
Old Town
Saw (min 1.4) – OMG, I absolutely love this ride but warning it may scare some as it has a vertical slope. Once I went on next to a screaming girl and my friend, I, hated going on it at first but at the end wanted to go on again. Highly recommended.
The Jungle
Nemesis Inferno (min 1.4) – This is one of the big five and isn’t horrifying but isn’t boring.
Angry Birds Land
Detonator: Bomb Away (min 1.3) – This ride is one of those where you either love it or hate it. I went on with ‘I’, C and M because L was afraid of heights. M wanted C to hold his hand because he was so scared and ‘I’ wanted to hold my head. One thing I would say is it can hurt, not recommend for people with the fear of heights.
King Pig’s Wild Hog Dodgems (min 1.1) – This may be a simple ride but with great friends it’s great.
LOTS OF LOVE,
SKYEINA,
XOX.
10 Problems With Being A Teenage Girl
Hellooo!!! The Internet, Skyeina here. Every once in a while, I looked around me and think about who I am. I don’t mean personality wise but appearance-wise, I’m a teenage girl in a big city that is in a big world. When this happens I note down my emotions and list (I’m obsessed with lists).
Sooo…
Today, I’m blogging about the problems with being a teenage girl because most people think it’s easy when it’s not, we just have a lot of practice. I have written this post knowing some people are going into teenage life soon (Good Luck, you’ll need it)
1. Stupid people care about how you feel about the opposite sex –
Do you Love/Like like..?
2. Stupid people care what you wear –
Top trends and if it suits you
3. Stupid people care how you act –
One second they want you to be one thing then the opposite
4. YOU GET LOTS OF HORMONES and mood swings THAT MAKE YOU CRAZY –
Whilst you’re posted to know what you want to do with your life
5. YOU GET LOTS AND LOTS OF SPOTS –
As a result of number 4 (and chocolateJ)
6. YOU GET LOTS OF WORRIES, ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION –
Adding 4 + 6 = Mad Hatter
7. Stupid people expect you to look perfect all the time –
Which numbers 4, 5+6 don’t help in
8. Stupid people expect you to walk, pose and talk like a supermodel – Lending back to n.7
9. Stupid people expect you to post to go wild on social media – And being number 8
10. Everyone is on your back waiting for you to fail and capture it to climb the social ladder –
All Above
STUPID people care about how you feel about the opposite sex
Does anyone have a life??? Wait, I don’t. Countless times a day, week and month I am asked-
The usual: do you like totally like, like bah bah??? (GET A LIFE)
The annoying: so like what’s up between you two??? (IDIOT)
The stockiest: so I see you two together all the time??? (WHAT THE HELL)
Etc. You get it (I dearly hope so).
STUPID people care what you wear
Once again, does anyone has a life??? To be honest, when you’re in school they take your life away because you need to focus on future life. It does get better when you’re old, it ridiculous even when you an adult people still what you to focus on the future. Anyway back to the topic (Skyeina, you idiot). The main reason people care is because they want to be original and faintly it is embarrassing when someone else has the same outfit. With the pressure of looking like the Kardashians and whatnot, people want the clothes to be tending and slimming. To add on they what to see what you wear so they can take you down if you wear the wrong clothes (oh no, we’re all going to die).
STUPID people care how you act
I’m sorry Hollywood we’re not all actors. Seriously, what the hell, you should stop caring about others and look at yourself. Okay, I’ve been called many things from goody tissues to the b-word (sorry not going to say it). It gets so confusing that STUPID, IDIOTIC and INANE people change their minds all the time. Who the hell do you what???
You can’t be a nightmare inside a daydream (as much as TS might sing it)
You get lots of hormones and mood swings that make you crazy
This really does not help number 3. People will tell you all your life about how unstable you will be when you a teen. If you do something wrong, ‘oh it’s because she’s a teenager who is on their period’. Wait a minute how is that fair, we have a big thing on our heads about how troublesome we are, we are about to choice our gsce and our lives. If it’s not because you’re crazy, it’s because you’re on your period. People need to grow up even grow ups.
You get lots and lots of spots
Life is hard but it’s harder when you have spots and extremely hard when you have acne. We have enough problems but it isn’t enough according to the spots and pores. Disgusting. Trust me, I have had many of spots in my time and it’s not over, my advice is to start your skincare in year 6 or at least in secondary school. Sadly, in my opinion, it just seems to be partly luck, which I suck at. Take care of your skin ladies.
You get lots of worries, can get anxiety and depression
Of course being a teen doesn’t mean you actually get mental health issues, most people do, it’s just more noticeable when you’re a teen. Changing as such. 1 in 4 people will have mental health issues at some point in their lives. Having worries are normal but can hurt if you don’t get them out. The best way to help this is to talk to someone, I know everyone says it but it can help. Even if it’s your diary.
STUPID people expect you to look perfect all the time
We’re not all Victoria secret angels. Thanks to touch ups on TVs and Photoshop on pictures, do we have this fantasy of perfect? In my opinion, what is perfect are the imperfects we don’t hide but show.
STUPID people expect you to walk, pose and talk like a supermodel
Our society is screwed up. This leads to most of the numbers on this list. How did we end up like this? You need to live your life your way and not in someone else’s shoes; their already taken so make your own, they can be sparkly or sophisticated. It’s your decision, however, remember you can’t undo the makings of it.
STUPID people expect you to post to go wild on social media
Not saying I hate social media, I love it but your ‘friends’ think you have to post every day, at least every other day. In school, you have three options- social life, sleep or good grades but you can’t have it all:
Social life + Sleep = Bad Grades (goodbye collage)
Sleep + Good Grades = No Social life (goodbye friends)
Good Grades + Social life = No Sleep (goodbye happiness)
Why is life so hard???
EVERYONE IS ON YOUR BACK WAITING FOR YOU TO FAIL AND CAPTURE IT TO CLIMB THE SOCIAL LADDER!!!
LOVE YOU LOTS,
SKYEINA
XOX
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